Tuesday 15th /12th/ 2015

Days have gone by since I last wrote, most spent in a haze of fatigue. Jesse is teething and whining and we have a new small brown mongrel puppy. How am I supposed to save souls for the Lord when I can barely find time to do anything? I can barely hear myself think. Paul is sick and has a sore back so he's out of commission. I am so tired. All I want to do is sleep and then spend four or five hours all by myself. I feel so depressed again, in such a rut.